Things are better now.
It feels good to cry and complain for a while and then the cloud lifts and I am able to see my life clearly again.
I am not mad at the orthodontist anymore; my problem is not her fault. I am grateful she helped me when I wanted her help.
Money can always be earned. There is an infinite amount of money in the world. I am over it.
What I am grateful for is that I have people I love and who love me back. I am grateful that so far all of these people are alive and healthy and there for me when I need them. I have a home, I am able to be with my kids most of the time, eat good food, live the life I want. I am grateful to be free and in charge of my own life.
Sometimes I am such an entitled brat.