My adrenals (or what I think are my adrenals) have been in pain for a couple of days. I think all the coldness of the juices and salads have taken a toll on my body, and I have not been able to fall asleep at bedtime and have been very irritable, anxious, depressed, overwhelmed and jittery. My pH has improved, however. Luckily there is always a bright side.
When I am set on a new idea, I put so much energy into it that I totally exhaust myself. I am getting too old for that now; I just don’t have the reserves for overwork and loss of sleep anymore. I don’t really know what to do about this, however; it’s not like I can just turn off my mind and stop trying out new ideas. The good thing is that these spurts tend to cycle. We’ve just been under Gemini (my sign) and that is probably why I’ve been in such a heightened and ungrounded state.
Luckily we are in Cancer now, so maybe good things will come out of this.
On another note, I want a farm so badly that it hurts. I want to have lambs. I want to see my children frollick outside and get dirty and play with animals and collect eggs and milk. I know it is a lot of work, but I guess I have never been afraid of that. Perhaps I should be, though.