The waters have settled and there is peace in my heart. There was a long period of darkness and intense suffering at times, but it’s passed now. Feeling the feelings and then letting them go was the only thing to do, and it seemed to finally allow the release to happen. Today was the first day that Mercury went direct again, after 3 weeks of it being retrograde.
Anna has been singing in the choir at Mount Olivet Lutheran Church. She loves it. I am starting to love it, too. I’ve attended services there on Sunday mornings when she has choir practice. It feels safe and good to freely engage in religion again, at a place that feels healthy and good.
Love to all of you.